Please Give Me the Strength to Carry On

I'm tired...very tired...I can't take it anymore....

White flags and giving up don't worth anything after all the years....and coming so far in every steps...every steps taken, were not easy....everything came through the hard way....with the stains of blood and sweat...yet each time, everything resolves....

I hope I can get through it....this time around....

.....Silent Prayers......

Because He Appreciates....

I want you to be the
blue skies in my

grayest days...
the sweet dreams

in my loneliest
nights,
The melody of love
in your life's songs...

I want you to be the one that warm my
world and brighten
every corner of
my day,
to shield me from
hurts, disappointments and
sorrows...

AND

I want to be the one that bring
you
JOY and HAPPINESS...
to sing you praises...
to love you

as deeply
as beautiful
as
you are loving me
for ETERNITY....

~At The Beginning~

~At the Beginning~

We were strangers, starting out on a journey

Never dreaming, what we’d have to go through

Now here we are, I’m suddenly standing

At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you

Unexpected, what you did to my heart

When I lost hope, you were there to remind me

This is the start

And life is a road that I wanna keep going

Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing

Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey

I’ll be there when the world stops turning

I’ll be there when the storm is through

In the end I wanna be standing

At the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure

Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true

Now here we stand, unafraid of the future

At the beginning with you

And life is a road that I wanna keep going

Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing

Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey

I’ll be there when the world stops turning

I’ll be there when the storm is through

In the end I wanna be standing

At the beginning with you

Knew there was somebody, somewhere

A new love in the dark

Now I know my dream will live on

I’ve been waiting so long

Nothing’s gonna tear us apart

And life is a road that I wanna keep going

Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing

Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey

I’ll be there when the world stops turning

I’ll be there when the storm is through

In the end I wanna be standing

At the beginning with you

Life is a road that I wanna keep going on

Love is a river, I wanna keep going

Starting out on a journey

Life is a road that I wanna keep going

Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing

In the end I wanna be standing

At the beginning with you

Siu hei guai!! Siu hei guai!!!!!

~What Are Words~

"How every single promise I keep

Cuz what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most"

"What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they don't"

He is the real guy. I remembered watching his audition in American Idol 10 that night and cried the entire night. I just can't stop thinking about the phrase "What kind of guy would I be, if I walked-out when she needs me most?". My tears just keep rolling down...tears just can't stop....

And he made his words into his first single in this song....and how Steven Tyler whisper to Chris's fiancée "That's why he sings so good coz he sings to you"....omigod..so touched ="(

I just hope words are really meant when it is said....and not just words during the good times...