~The Accumulation~

Whenever tears shed...
I told myself to dry the tears...
Be strong and moved on...

"Is ok to cry...but dry the tears then after and be tough....you are different...you can be independent just like you always did..and go! get it going and fly high"

Each tears shed...means an immunity gained for myself...
It means stronger immune for myself...

I'll survive....

:'''((

Sob...sob...sob..sob....sob...sob...
Sad....
What to do??

Poor bloggie...

You are victimized again...for the scribbling....

Calm...Serene...Calm Down

I'm just an ordinary human. Dislike judgement.
I am under pressure because I was pressured for expectations.
but expectations hurt sometimes...when I can't meet it....
I'm just a normal human...a normal human that need guidance...need to climb step by step..
as not to hurt so much from small falls...
I need to calm down...calm down..calm down...calm down...calm down....

A reminder to me:

(1) FYP
(2) PPC
- Quiz 2
- Test 2

- Case Study 2

- Project
(3) F.P
- Project (Chap 4, f.editing)

- Test 2
- Assignment

(4) M.S
- Conclusion Case Study
- Chapter 9,10 summary
- Chapter 8 key point

(5) CADCAM

- Project (intro), Mac, P.P

~~~~~Pray pray it will be smooth smooth~~~~~

Owned = Not Owned....that is not an equation at all....

Being most of the time..emotional...these few days...
I'm just no one..no one....who am I??
Who am I to bring influence to anyone's life...
I don't worth anything....
I don't deserve any attention....

Probably the disappointment from the past still playing in mind...
I don't want deja vu(s)...
I'm afraid....so afraid....
Feeling that I'm nobody nor anyone to anyone....

I can't feel it.....I can't...
The reassurance that I need...

To make me feel the confidence again.....

Being sensitive in the details that sometimes I don't want to express...
Probably is my biggest mistake..or weakness for expecting a person to read my mind and the details....

Gone through too much.....
I just want to be protected
safely and soundly even more....

~Every Mile Will be Worthwhile~

We were given:

Two hands to hold.
Two legs to walk.
Two eyes to see.
Two ears to listen.
But why only one heart?
Because the other was given to someone else.

For us to find....