No no no.....It was working for me in the past years I'm here starting my uni life. Everything seems to be heading to a straight line end eventually and everything was of what I wanted to despite how I should not deserved that outcome and how the hardest challenges that I was being test on. It was so tough that I let go and let things to just go and just do whatever I'm capable of. It was like that. The tough just gets going. How come things are getting tougher and it wouldn't get going lately? Hmmm....No matter what, I still believe I could make it through. There will be brighter days after the dark and gloomy clouds linger above me. This is only the small part of the chapters of life. There are much more bigger, tougher parts through the chapters of life..just like flipping the pages of a book called "life". I'm still holding on tightly not only for the sake of myself but for the people that really cares and loves me so deeply. My parents mainly are the one that drive me going now. At times, probably they won't be able to understand what difficulties I'm into and how much dead meat my situation that I am in. However, they knew they won't understand, but they give their best of best to provide me with the supports I need, the love that I need, the warm of a family that I need, a place to hide in when I don't have the courage to reveal myself to reality and even the advices that I need. While writing this post, the sacrifices that they gave me just came flashing through my mind and made me cry a little. They are the one that never judge me no matter how I looked, how tired, how a failure I am. They are the only one that could see me when I'm at my worst condition. They are the one that weep for me when see me in pain dealing with the illness I was once haunted with. For the rest of the time, all I want to do is to stay by their sides as much as I could and trying to be an independent girl as always and not to leave them worrying for me. I'll stay strong and determine to be a better person and striving for the best just for them.
~Through the Rain~
When you get caught in the rain
With nowhere to run
When you’re distraught and in pain
Without anyone
We keep prayin’ to saved
But nobody comes
And you feel so far away
That you just can’t
Find your way home
You can get there alone
It’s okay
What you say
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain
And if you keep falling down
Don’t you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on
Step fastly
And you’ll find what you need
To prepare
What you say
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain
And when the wind moves
And shadows grow close
Don’t be afraid
There’s nothing you can’t face
And sure they tell you
You’ll never pull through
Don’t hesitate
Stay calm and sane
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain
I can make it through the rain
Can stand up once again
And I live one more day
And I’ll make it through the rain
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